Posts like these here at CF help me not give up hope, even if it takes a few drinks to get folks to speak the truth...and I've been totally clean and sober from all alcohol and all substances for over 31 years. People still inherently know the truth no matter how much they suppress it. Good days may (or may not) be ahead. I'll choose to be positive. Even the whole "camera panning to the White Defender every time" is something even casual DWFs know who blew coverage on a particular play. We are only as defeated as we choose to be at any given moment.